i’m just putting off what will inevitably happen sooner or later.
i’m leaving this world by suicide and nobody can stop me.
It’s not Messi’s fault. A lot of pressure on one guy. He did an amazing job and still stands as the best player in the world. So everyone shut up.
I dunno what to do with this blog. It has hurt me as much as I loved it. I never cared about my followers anymore and i am a bad person. I just totally lost interest in coming into tumblr. I cant trust people anymore and i hate myself especially. Im so useless i couldnt kill myself. I am a coward. I dunno wat to do with my life at all now. Just waiting for the right moment for it to happen. I cant just kill myself. Its not that easy. Cant pushed my pain to others.
Im so sorry. I dunno what I had done. I hate living. I duno what i said wrong. Im really so sorry. I know i annoyed and bothered u too much is ok u tooked me out. Just leave me. I know I am fucked up. Im sorry. I will never bother u anymore. I know I wont be here for much longer anymore. I cant take all of this anymore.
I feel so bad, so painful. Im so sorry. I hope I will never wake up tomorrow. Im sorry…. so sorry….. really fucking sorry for wat i said. I hate myself so much. Goodbye, I am a horrible and bad person. A creeper and stalker. I should not be here anymore. Im just so fucking fuck fuck fuck I just fucking hate myself so much. Im so sorry.
Studied nothing. Exam next week. Half past midnight. Half past dead as usual and always.